Among The Wicked Few

I can't explain the phases of the Moon
Or my ever changing moods
I don't understand why a low tide
happens when the Moon and the Sun
are directly aligned with our planet
All I know is I'm waiting for a change,
that can't be happening too soon
I have waited for my secret childhood dream to come true
not knowing then what is now possible:
That's why sometimes I feel whole
Only among the wicked few