Flawed

Gotta control my emotions
They swing from high to low
Like a 100 ft wave and
A deadly shoaling undertow
Sometimes I can't feel
if I am dead or alive
Sometimes everything
Goes up and down
Spinning me around
My mind goes blank
Taking away what
I've left in the tank
I can't say all the things
I have done
and where I've been
I've touched the bottom
Of the deepest abyss
for moments of bliss
I had to shed my skin
To break free from what
Some call a life of sin
Now I am finally myself
A very flawed but always
Loving human being