Heavy is

Morning can't come too soon
Darkness is a heavy curtain
Keeping the moonlight behind
It's a massive burden on my 
Restless and unforgiving mind
I have no shadows to follow
Ten plus one in the chamber
Are jacketed and hollow
Notes after notes
I initiate the descent
The more I hear 
The more I fear
I am done, done, done
I see images of none
There's no more love
For what once was my town
Where is the cross and
The bleeding crown
I took all the makeup off
And the tears will no longer
run it down
I'm on a path of no return
As I wait for the Sun
I beg for the morning to come
Let me burn, burn, burn
While I look, one last time
at the long gun
10 shells, but you know
I just need one