The Letter I Never Wrote

if I  could tell you all the things I felt after what you said in your last note, I would tell them in the letter that I never wrote. 

If I could tell you about the walks I have had thinking about what I could have said It would probably stop the tears that I shed for all that time spent alone looking at your pictures on my phone.

I will never forget until the day of my last breath when the grooves on the side of the road saved me from the intersection where I fixed my smeared makeup and found all my imperfections.

So when you find my old tote, please look for the folded letter that I never wrote.