The World I See

Broken links in my brain
It's like a wrecking ball
Struck what's left of me
from the tallest crane
Raging without restrain
I feel my red blood cells 
clotting fast in my veins
Coagulating, the pain
Hits me like a freight train
Below freezing air fills my lungs 
Collapsing like this world I see
Thin ice breaking under my feet
All is turning black
I dont even know if I want 
To fight it back
Maybe there's no way out
It's no use to shout
No one can hear me
I could wave one last time
But no one can see
I lost too much time dreaming
And now I'm just happy to be dead
Among the living