Exiting Social Apps
As of last night, I made a painful decision to exit apps like kik and mewe. I was on these apps actively for a long time. To those who I truly cared for, I am sorry. I need a break to reevaluate things, to change myself, hopefully for the better.
For those people who were very supportive and shared a genuine kindness and interesr towards me, I am sorry.
I am not ghosting anyone. If you really have any interest in our friendship, you know where to find me. I need you.
If not, well, maybe I will see you at some point at some true social event.
My disphoria is at an all time high. I need to concentrate on the battles at hand.
I am searching for meaningful friendships and relationships, and im afraid with some notable exceptions, I keep searching them in the wrong places finding an alarming amount of shallow sameness with improbable dynamics leading me back to a path I do not want anymore.
Of course, like I mentioned earlier, there are exceptions and i was lucky to have met people I genuinely loved. They are the reasons I am sorry and that i am writing this. Please know i am so happy to have met you. I still hope you will remain part of my life.
Please understand, at the moment, I truly need to work more with myself in order to be of any value to you.
You have my number, you know where I live, and if you are reading this, you also know I will be here continuing sharing myself.
Gaby Ann Love
You have to do what’s right for yourself.
I too am taking a break from social apps.
I know where to find you.
Celine
Hey Gaby, hope you are doing ok, I am going to miss you. Hope to hear from you soon. 😘
As sad as I am to not see you or ur bits of wisdom popping up in my notifications, if it means you’re happier or in a better place I’m all for it.. I won’t let it be the end of us knowing each other.. you are an awesome person.. I hope u get through this rough patch quickly..
❤
Thank goodness you’re okay ❤️ I was crying up until now.
You have no idea of the memories you triggered and now I’m tearing up again in relief. This world is a better place with you in it.
Please take the break from social media if you need it, I can understand it – you were the only reason I stayed on MeWe myself.
I hope you overcome your dysphoria and we can keep contact.
With love
Nadine