Lots of Things Going On

Two sessions in with my new therapist and I am happy she's there for me.

I am blessed to have finally found an MD doctor that will hopefully take care of me with a close eye. Not only with HRT but also with general health issues.  She seems to be very thorough and experienced.

Richard continues to be such a great boyfriend. He has provided me with the support I needed in moments of panic and fear. He has been a calming factor that I cherish. Thank you Boo. We will get through this. Be patient with me, unfortunately, you got me at the crossroad where I am still a hybrid of sorts. Hope to blossom soon for you and me too. I feel your warmth, hope you feel mine.

Early in the week, I have come out to my sister, who I adore and love dearly. It was extremely difficult yet it had to be done. I need her support and understanding more so than ever. She is a bright star in my eyes, always has been and always will be.

As I said in another post, I do not like to impose myself on others or create suffering because of me. However, my inner happiness and giving myself the chance to finally experience it from within has to be shared and acknowledged.