Meaningless Sex - Empty Feeling
I have found myself sitting on the bed many times looking at the door closing behind the guy who had made me feel good with a promise to come back soon. Unfortunately those last words are always followed by an empty feeling, especially when I know that once again that door will never open to that same guy.
"... So much it seems
Might only be just mirrors and steam
Might be the wine
But Iʼve never known a love so fine
Don't wanna wake up from this high
Say that it's fate, say that it's real
Say I'm not dreaming and you feel what I feel
Don't say I'm sleeping, don't let it end
Don't wake me up, I'll never find you again
I'll never find you again..." - Gotthard
The bitter irony is that this feeling is a core aspect of the feminine experience and millions of single women suffer it just the same. So in a macabre way enduring this makes you a normal woman. The light at the end of this tunnel is that somewhere out there is someone you can bond with and you will find him eventually.
xoxo
-Sabine