The Struggle is Real

It has happened again. When I thought I had turned the page.

Disregard for being human is just a business rule. Produce as machines, nothing more or you will be out, phased out for the new, for the more affordable, for what's next. I should know: I have been here before.

It is not that bad, but it is. A sense of failure and mediocrity are things I can't stand. Not being able to provide is a terrible state.

I have let the ones I love down.

A dark tunnel with a dark door is in front of me once again.